As I previously mentioned, I’m def open to taking questions (feel free to email me at corvaxgirl [at] gmail [dot] [com]) about your magical quandaries and I am happy to give you my two cents. An anonymous reader expressed that she’s often shy around boys and explained some of the things she’s doing to work on it mundanely and queried what she should do magically.
First off, oh girl do I relate! If I like someone and I’m caught off guard about it, my response is to answer that person tersely, never look at zir, not instigate conversation and freeze up when s/he touches me in any way. OBVIOUSLY I MUST be interested!
Let’s talk mundane tactics and then get to the magic awesome.
1. It’s a panic response and it can be hard to train yourself out of it. But certainly not impossible. Think about what makes you do that. For me, if I’m in an unfamiliar setting and I don’t know a lot of people and I don’t know what the acceptable social convention is and other people all know each other, I flail. I flail because I don’t know how to find basic things like food, water and the bathroom and I feel dumb for not knowing. HOWEVER. If you put me in a place where I know some people, generally know how to behave and what to expect, I can turn on the charm like whoa. Try to figure out what factors can help you do better.
2. Try reading The Game. Now, a lot of people get v. huffy puffy about this book and (YMMV of course) honestly? As a feminist I didn’t find anything offensive about it – he empathizes how not to freak out women and if you fail, it’s your fault not hers so you need to fix your game. Not all of it will apply necessarily and by the end it felt like a lot to juggle (all the hooking and stories and postures) but some of it is really helpful. I’m not great at approaching people unless it’s literally my job, a lot of the advice was pretty helpful to me just in terms of that.
3. Try different venues for dating. For me, I tend to meet people a few ways: 1. As a friend of a friend at a party. 2. the intertubes 3. at a convention (where we have common interests) 4. Some combination there of. I’ve gone on a date where I met someone at a club or bar precisely once. I enjoy going, but it’s not where I’m going to make a love connection. Try speed dating, try “it’s just lunch”, ask a friend to set you up, try a common interest place (renfaire, book club, con, wine club, whatever’s your thing), try OKC, try a club and figure out where *you* do best.
Onto the magic-y goodness!
1. Start by writing down some things you would like in a partner while burning a red candle (ideally with some rose oil on it or a rose scented candle). Ask your god/dess/es for their help, maybe make them an offering of some kind of sweet and/or champagne. Sprinkle dried rose petals on the paper, roll it towards you and seal the paper with the red candle wax and put it in your lingerie drawer.
2. Glamour-ize yourself! Whenever you are going somewhere you could potentially meet someone, wear whatever makes you feel like a local goddess. If you don’t wear heels, don’t! Grimacing won’t help you make a good impression. If you feel super hot in a tank top and jeans that make your ass look like *bam!*, wear that! But dress with intent. I find putting make up on to be soothing to this end (and if you don’t, disregard), I feel like I’m carefully putting on an Amazon mask of glamourous awesomeness. Body image issues can be difficult for many people (and oh do I know first hand) but I find it imperative to be able to look in the mirror and say (issues and all), Goddamn I look amazing! And if you can’t, I recommend a fake it til you make it approach (i.e. keep saying it to yourself every time you pass a mirror til you start to believe it).
3. And then kick it up a notch. Using an eyeshadow brush, concentrate on putting your will for what you want to happen into the symbols/words you inscribe onto yourself using clear hand sanitizer. Seal your sigils using Come to Me oil (I happen to like this particular brand and this particular shop).